Someone people just can’t try to find beauty in things. It has to be in peoples faces for the to realize it. They have to see the boobs out or the really short pants to consider a person “hot” or just the fact that people work so hard to look pretty and sexy and hot and blah blah..but there’s nothing wrong with doing things to make you look better but what happened to being happy for what you have? To find the beauty of the body that your parents gave you and proud of it.

But all that people care about is being “hot” isn’t it? To do certain things to get to the level when people calll you hot. 

Maybe there’s a place where people value more insides than the outsides..

Kurt Corbain.

Basically because he didn’t care what people thought about him, he did the things that he did because that things made him happy. He was being himself and just the way that he used to see things and his music is just perfect.

A LOT!

you have no idea lol I used to be awkward with friends, ashamed of the things I could do, scare to death of people knowing who I really was and judging me for it and now I just don’t give a fuck. I’m not scare of people and I don’t care what thy might think, I have better taste in music :), new friends that like me for who I really am, new passions, two years ago I didn’t know what I wanted to do with my life, I was suicidal, depressed all the time because I didn’t find any point on doing stuff or being alive but it’s all the way around. I wanna make my life and enjoy my life the fullest.

I’m proud of what I have become and I know my friends are too, I’m happy for who I am and I won’t apologize for it. Never

Depends of what education you’re talking about. When I think about education I think about what you’re gonna study to spend the rest of your life doing that or keep studying that for the rest of your life and you like it. But education like school I just think is a waste of time. Like is good to learn the basic stuff and things that everyone should know but everything else I think is worthless.

I wish people could just learn the basic and go directly to what they want but that’s not gonna happen.

wow there’s a lot..

Highs: I applied into college and I got in, I had sex, I’m better in piano, I found the stuff I like and what I wanna do with my life, I have learned a lot from people, I know who my true friends are, I have become more independent, I learned to not give a fuck about everyone just the ones that are special for me, I’m not stressing out anymore I’m just letting things let be.

Lows: I got into a lot of fights with my parents, my sister is leaving next year, I’ve been a dick to a lot of people btw I’m trying to change that, I have spent a lot of money, I lost some friends well not lost but we don’t talk how we used to anymore.

Everyone knows I’m obsessed with Japan. I always wanted to go there, I just love their culture, the food, technology, language, people,Anime,nature, everything about Japan I just love it.

Portugal is also another place I would like to visit. I have friends that have been there and friends that live there and I heard good things about it so I would love to go lol.

Another place I would like to go is Denmark, I don’t know why but I find it a very interesting and nice country.

I know I will visit this places, not soon but someday. I wanna travel and see the world, see different people and different cultures. Of course after graduating :)

I like drugs and I like alcohol :P

I don’t like alcohol that much now, I mean its good but I’m just tired of it I don’t see the point anymore in just getting drunk, I drink in parties and stuff but just not how I used to. That’s why drugs are better lol don’t get me wrong I don’t do dangerous drug type..I just do weed and smoke cigarettes :3 and with friends smoking its boring when you’re alone.

I don’t care if you guys think its wrong or will hate me because I do or judge me..I don’t give a fuck and its not your business anyway. Go ahead judge is not like is gonna do anything to me..I’m not in this world to please you, I’m here to have fun and enjoy life they way I want to.

Living in an apartment idc if its alone or with friends just not with my parents lol. Probably living in London or California xD graduated from NYFA or The LA Film school. Good income. Studying more piano, cause I actually like playing and learning piano. I don’t know if I’ll be in a relationship but I hope I will lol. oh and with a new haricut obviously and still skating for fun. That’s all I have in mind. n_n

Trying to learn how to play “Karma Police” by Radiohead and smoking.

I feel infinite.